Lady fAyth`
7/24/2004 10:35:00 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004
ooh. it's been eons since I last blogged! ahh well, I've probably been too caught up with life (basically). now, where do I start?
Saturday, 17 July 2004
finally the week came to an end for Jess and myself to let our hair down! haha I'm sure we've both been anticipating for this day to come for the entire week. we started off our journey at fareast and gee some of the shop owners are surely intimidating. they wont leave you alone until you buy every item they have! sigh. oh well, we couldnt care less abt that cos we're so excited to crash into shops that we were kickin down stuff! ooh yeah. jess kicked the edges of the tiles and tripped whilst I kicked the plastic tag at the doorstep of the bikini shop! tsk tsk. blur poxes. ahh we both bought stuff for ourselves and window shopped at the heerens. ahh! my new fave shop would be surf bay. they've got real pretty dresses that I like! ohh and not to miss out the cheap board shorts. above all, I've set my eyes upon a black miniskirt at topshop at $53! sigh. I'm gonna shop for a similar but cheaper one. p/s: jess, I had load of fun yeah? (:
Sunday, 18 July 2004
Jess and Rafael joined the choir! woohoo. it's really cool to have more friends in the choir, really. practices would be more exciting and less lethargic for me. well, it'll prolly not lessen the usage of energy but having them around would help me perk practices up! yay!
ahh well, this is day was also a very happening one for me. I shall not elaborate. just as long as it's in my heart. lol. that sounded mushy!
Lady fAyth`
7/19/2004 03:22:00 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Forward CHIJ
whoa. schooling in an IJ through out primary and secondary levels has mould me into a young lady with attributes that differentiates me with the others whom are not. being part of the convent-girls crowd last night, made me feel so patriotic to live up to the IJ dream (cliche, isnt it?). ah well, I've realized that the lifestyle of previous convent school days had changed tremendously over the years. even though the students were far more mischievious than we are now, they were not penalised as seriously as we do. that is probably the factor that has made schooling so lifeless and unbearable. as a convent-girl, it has left a huge imprint in my life that can never be erased.
later, after the performance at CHIJMES, mandy, jen and myself followed mrs khoo to her husband's tattoo parlour. hehe, GAWWSH. she's way past cool, and so is her hubby. how often do you get to see what's behind that mask she puts on everyday in school - trying to look professional and serious, so that we would do our work?
Combine Cathechism
woohoo. everyone was overly excited to see each other after a week - that explains the endless chatters and outburst of chuckles. we played ordinary games but it was funn-er somehow or another - it's probably the company that made the difference.
oh well, after every church activity that was install for the day - nig, raf, aaron, hagrid, brinston, marilyn, sheena, corina, sher, jamie and myself went to cineleisure to catch a movie. well, I suggested to watch sp2 but the p[I]nkies wanted to watch a horror flick, so fine. anything will do. after purchasing the tixes, I saw the ad poster for the first time. gawwsh it freaked the soul outta me! argh. however, to my surprise, it wasnt anything close to what I thought it was. trust me. some of us were almost asleep before they found the girl dead in the camera box. plus, brinston made a joke out of everything that was meant to be scary. gawwsh. all of us wasted our $8.50, honestly.
my day ends here because I'va gotta forget that I have a life and get back to my textbooks.
Lady fAyth`
7/04/2004 07:58:00 PM
Saturday, July 03, 2004
God does answer prayers in unexpected ways! it will eventually happen, in His time. thank goodness, I nvr gave up on believing and hoping that this day would come. I'm so thankful.
surely, we didnt speak. I dont know if he saw me or recognised me at that point in time, but I did. most certainly, he didnt appear to be gleeful nor healthy. his arms were thin like any other unfortunate african child. I felt my heart cringe and fear for him. his features seem to cry silently. gloom is written all over him. although it could be that all-black outfit he wore, but my prediction could be right.
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jie and I went to coffee club. hehe I enjoyed muh garlic prawns so much! hehe. that's my new favourite delicacy aye. yum yum. then we went walking abt in taka and wisma searching for bags, belts, prezzies, cards, cds and ear rings. haha. smth like mad-shopping.
Lady fAyth`
7/03/2004 10:05:00 AM
Sunday, June 27, 2004
CONCAMP RAWKS!
words cannot explain how much this camp has benifitted me. the letters and the gifts I've recieved had brought so much tears to my eyes! as I cried while reading the letters, I felt the sunlight on my face and it felt like God was embracing me in His arms. I believe that I saw Him in the light.
Jess
the small talks we had were so special to me. you surely are an angel that might have got a scratch on your wing; but girl, keep the faith, and do not get lost in sadness. I'm just a msg away.
Dad
aye! I wonder if you'd read this; anyhow, I would like to thank you for the huggabuggs and laughter we had at concamp. although we hardly catch up on our lives, I'm sure we know we have each other to call yeah? ily dad.
CONCAMPERS
I MISS YOU GUYS ALRDY!!!
Lady fAyth`
6/27/2004 10:29:00 PM
Friday, June 18, 2004
this journey
seeking back, I find a tremendously long chapter written with lotsa tears. the time frame might not seem too long but everyday that I lived has made me who I am now. it's ironic how I actually handled the situations and not let my Father come in to help - like as though I can make it through without Him. nonetheless, He has showered me with abundance of love, confort and strength to carry on. obviously He did not give up hope in me - that's why I'm still a believer. God's opposition set zillions of traps to chain me up but He never failed to set me free. yes, this is my ever true God of virtues.
He sent plenty angels to me, to make sure that they'll catch me when I fall.
Friends are instruments of God whom He uses to spread His love.
both of us had been through rocky valleys for the past yr or 2 and had eventually drifted. although I still do not feel your reasons, I know that you needed the load off you. I believe that you've grown in faith and in many other aspects since the day you left. even though we might not be as close as ever - our bond is unbreakable, our faith is strong. just dont forget who you were and how much you still mean to me. love you loads.
Jen
thank you so much for all the support and comfort whenever I meet with a crisis - like the Gospel Singin Competition yeah? hehe. it's funny how I got so intimidated by the first few contestants, isnt it? it hasnt been too long since we became close friends but we've met our turbulances and seen each other through tears and laughters. I hope I've touched you in ways like you have done for me. I still thank God for such an angel - you. love you darling.
Mandy
NO! I didnt forget abt you, honey. lol. thanks for all the support yeah? you've alrdy made a HUGE impact in my life by just being who you are. we make the perfect pair of partners in crime. lol. yes, we know what it takes to be crazy! peace.
Matong
"coffee 5?"
hehe, it's amazing how coffee sessions still work out. I rmbr recieving small notes from you in class and we'd meet up at the corner of j8 talking abt everything under the sun. you've taught me so much that I could nvr be thankful enough. friends forever, cheers.
Lady fAyth`
6/18/2004 05:57:00 PM
arghhh! I hate that taylor. she bloody hell screwed up my brand new pair of jeans! I just bought it last evening before sending it to her to alter the length for me! arghhh. wtf? thank God I forgot to make my payment. otherwise, I would've wasted $5! yeah and actually, she wasted my $29.90 for the pair of jeans! arghhh. why did I hafta be such a perfectionist? I could've just left the length as it was! arghhh. I surely urge to buy a new pair of the same jeans. sobs. should I? I absolutely adore that pair of jeans! arghhh. cannot stand it. I hate it when something messes up. esp my own!
and goodness, once again I'm being ignored. everybody seems to be caught up with I-dont-know-whats and I always seem like a kpo queen. gawwsh. as I was telling jiejie last night, I'm being silly again. as usual. lol. arghhh! "silliness has always been a friend of mine." lol. crappy nonsense! this might be retribution ya know? I had better stop ignoring people. oops. but actually, I dont! I didnt do anything! innocent. arghhh. what is it with people these days? is it me or them? blah. I should just forget it. I bloody hell need to safe some pride and dignity. that's like as if I can be less crappy and lame. nahhh!
if anyone is wondering how was my holiday trip to korea, I would say that it wasnt the best holiday I've been on. I came back with kimchi phobia! arghhh. preserved vegetables nvr taste good. everyone should avoid them.
Lady fAyth`
6/18/2004 08:57:00 AM
Monday, June 07, 2004
"dreaming is not good when you forget to live."
I've nvr pondered abt how those people might feel when I use my words against them. I must say that I'm rather nasty when I'm frustrated. or was I merely taking things forgranted? maybe I was. for the first time, this regret is changing my life. I must learn to appreciate what people can do when they favour me. dont know why I tried so hard to shun them but I must've been outta my mind.
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gone out with daphne and muriel today. boy, it's been quite awhile since we hung out together! hehe daph and I were having a great time teasing muriel (as usual). while lunching sakae, we ordered really yummy food like: salmon sushi (DUH?). haha! it's a must have whenever I have Jap. woohoo! afterwards, we took neos and I was put to be the LION! aiyo. tsk tsk. but I think I did a good job. haha! BHBness. because we were stranded at the queue, we were late for the show! argh. thank God I would be watching with hopers again. haha. cant wait! overall, it wasnt too bad if I were paying close attention to what they were saying. haha.
that's all for now.
Lady fAyth`
6/07/2004 11:18:00 PM
