Lady fAyth`
2/27/2004 11:03:00 PM
Thursday, February 26, 2004
whew! I felt odd since I woke up. it's as if dark clouds are forming around me and I was so uncomfortable in everyway. I dont know what it was though. maybe I was afraid of going up there to do the first reading. but that was just part of it. there was just that warning: telling me to be cautious. ahh! what is it? beats me. I just pondered that I'd cry on Good Friday and my eyes turned hot. I was close to welling up but I didnt. I wish I knew what's this all abt. this is the strangest feeling I've gotten all my life. I'd appreciate prayers.
they had changed the reading for the investiture to a letter from St Paul to the Ephesians. gawwsh it was darn long! I wasnt even half-way through it and I was asking myself when was it gonna end! but well, I did it! I was rather flattered when my junior said that she was very surpirsed that I could read like this. (waha! she obviously has alot to learn abt me.) the reading was abt the different gifts - what we call talent - that God grants us. everyone has a role to play and by making use of the "gifts" that He had given us, we are building the Body of Christ. I think it can be related to the different ministries in churches, very well. if only huge companies live up to this passage in the bible. and if only countries believe in One God and live up to be a true-Christian.
just a few days ago, I was in the midst of Cathlic girls in sjc, for a pnw session. well, honestly, I wasnt pleased with their behaviours at all. it didnt feel like a very prayerful atmosphere and I felt like if this is the way Catholics are gonna become in the future, who is gonna be an example of Christ to younger generations? I dont care if I sound Holy and preachy cos I believe in Him.
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Lady fAyth`
2/26/2004 05:44:00 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2004
the late nights are really getting to me now. waha! there hasnt been much going on this weekend except, car wash. hehe interesting isnt it? we had our first batch of car washed last evening and we collected around $200++. (: are we cool or what?? I think it's a great experience for everyone of us.
last evening, my team approached an old man who was just parking his car. his wife got off first and we asked if she would like to have her car washed. well, it's understood that maybe she wouldnt wanna get it scratched so we asked if she would like to make a donation instead. blah! she stared at us like we're carrying contagious disease. well, we decided to ask the old man in the car instead. oh guess what? he lectured, "this is a new car! do you think it needs a wash?" oh fuck you old heck. you bloody son-of-a-bitch! we're only asking! so what if you're rich?? you think you're a big fuck? sheesh. ah well, poppa daniel was so sweet to calm all the girls. waha I would have given a warning shot into that man's head if it wasnt for poppa. blah! we're being so kerazzy after that we had our name-tags at our backs! (poppa said it wouldnt be safe to put it at our front cos we might scratch the car!) wahaha we're over reacting to his statement. well, marco daddy came today and he poured half a bucket of water on me! waha I asked for it.
blah I took 1 hour 30 min to sew for rese's bdae prez and she didnt turn up today! rawrs. I'm gonna kill her first thing tmr morning. cathechism wasnt so bad cos I was keeping it entertained. hehe blah being big-headed again. but well, I think they like me being there. for once in a very long time, I feel welcomed. (:
gawwsh and I was soo sleepy during mass till I almost fell asleep while singing! blah.
zooms.
Lady fAyth`
2/22/2004 01:41:00 PM
Friday, February 20, 2004
I've been wanting to say this eons ago but I've been fickled abt it. there's been alot goin' on lately and I've been more or less traumatized by a thing or two. now that it finally boils to the core of the matter, I've come to a conclusion that I've been feelin' unappreciated by the people who are closest to me. everyone deserves the attention and care from you. even if I am willing to be a silent helper, it doesnt mean that I do not exist. it hurts, mind you. for all these while, I've thought that my responsibilities on you have taken a new course and being next to you makes me miss you more. do you know who you are? cause I dont.
I dont know how many feel the way that I do, cause I hardly find anyone who share my sentiments. it doesnt matter, really. I respect the fact that you wont want me to know certain things and I promise I wouldnt probe. *choking up-* I will nvr query your love because I know better than that.
you know who you are.
Lady fAyth`
2/20/2004 10:39:00 PM
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
mandy's comin' over later. (:
right. common test one officially ends today. it is a day to remember for most of the population in sjc, especially the sec3s because, this is the day they can all go to bed early without worrying abt the subject paper on the next day. neither do they hafta wake up soo early in the morning to complete their revision. we thank God for this day.
waha uttering nonsense! you bet I've been soo stressed that I cant even read the clock. tsk.
maybe, I wont even get to break away from books until... I get rid of moe. argh. I just recieved 2 pjs to complete by the next 2 months. screwed.
oh guess what? mr pang was being darn mean today. sheesh. he's imposing on us STRICT measures so that we would pay attention and so that he could teach at a quicker pace. blah! but then again, he's nice by nature... so he cant be really mean afterall. (: waha!
I guess we broke up because of our artistic differences. he saw himself as alive, and I saw him dead
Lady fAyth`
2/18/2004 03:00:00 PM
Friday, February 13, 2004
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
KISSES to all my valentines out there!
zelly, I luRve you more than blueroses* does. (:
oh wow. I've nvr felt like I'm gonna screw up everything in one day. ss wasnt as bad as I thought. but then again, the answers that I think is right dont telly with answer-schemes all the time. there goes ss. then mother tongue! gawwsh. I really dont know what I'm gonna get but it's the first time I've made the effort to tryda read every single word in all the passages that I was given. applause for xl.
I've recieved tonns of sweets today! gawwsh! ... oh and a packet of menstrual pills - from beryl... lol that cute girl! she
wrote all the prescribtions on the ziplock! hehe xinjie gave me white-mint chocs! *griNs* the others were sugars and lollies. I luRve you all! mf gave us a v day treat - jap pizza. sweet. (: I luRve 3faith!
later, I've got tonns of tedious work to do, like:
- filing (AGAIN!)
- wrapping
- write letters
oh! smth's got me kerazzy over mr pang. waha! now, dont look at me like that! of cos, I'm not silly over you-know-who.
Lady fAyth`
2/13/2004 06:13:00 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2004
omagawwsh I'm so gonna FAIL history this time! I dont care if I sound paranoid but I've got mrs khoo looking over muh shoulder now! trs surely do know howda pressure me aye? sheesh I cant believe that I missed out so many points in just ONE question. rawwrs. btw, I wrote utter rubbish in the english essay. -rolls eyes- whatever gen. you're outta your mind! I hate remarks that'd leave me pondering abt for days. gawwsh. I'm surely gonna get it from the trs.
STRESS!!!
well, it's no wonder I would do so badly in my papers. I cant put the blame on anyone else but muhself! guess what I was doin' last night: msging and watching tv. it wasnt too hard to guess isn't it? oh sheesh! wake up gen! rmbr what you told mf! gawwsh I really dont wanna seem like I made my targets too unrealistic. it's achievable! I've just gotta detach my eyes from the tv. whine. whine. whine.
I've not been in the best of moods today due to the worst-ever menstrual cramps! gawwsh. you dont wanna know how much I felt like killin' muhself to end the torture. apparently, even the pills couldnt help subside the pain! gawwsh. thnx to zelly for the pill anw. (:
oh ms yeO! yes yes. she so deserves the best trs' award! she offered to tutor 3faith ss while kps is away! (kps ought to be shot!) she even printed notes for us and checked out the test format! awwe. ms yeo rawwks! after explaining certain definitions, she test us chinese! goodness! a history/lit tr testing us on chinese? how sweet can she get? -3 cheers for ms yeO!- kps can jolly well go to hell.
alright. I cant disappoint ms yeO again by failing ss, cos I'm already failing history. blah common tests sucks.
Lady fAyth`
2/12/2004 04:36:00 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2004
Peter Pan rawks!
I just lurve the way he raises his brows and try da be serious. awwe. absolutely suave! honestly, I didnt think that wendy was pretty enough for peter. hehe I'm being mean. in contrast, I liked "tink" because she's really expressive. quite a dumb and bitchy charactor, I feel. haha this is definitely a show that I would watch again! if I can afford. but err actually, I'd rather get the vcd. waha! anw, it was fun yesterday cos we had our fill at sakae before heading for our movie. jie's so sweet to treat me to sakae AGAIN! yipee! thnx alot honey-pumpkin! yeah and we both regretted not buying the leaveland wallets we saw during december! waha like cousin like cousin. we liked it, but didnt get it. what an irony. oh well anw, I finally met her "dajie". hehe funny girl and she was trying to get me over to her side to tease jie. waha! actually, she didnt even hafta try! I would have initiated it. waha yeah and jie was taking revenge on me by comparing our heights all the time. goodness! haha anw, we chatted quite abit abt jie jo-da-bitch. whoops. I cant help it! she's bitchin' the hell outta people. I'm so glad that people sense her fart.
after leaving the group, I forgot to say goodbye to christine! whoops. yeah I wanted to call but I decided not to. in the end, jie called and christine just wanna say bye! ahh sweet. I was dumbfounded. yeah anw, I was at spotlight to buy feathers. rawrs they were so expensive! just a metre would cost me $13.50! goodness. I really wonder what am I gonna do now. sheesh! anw, I was suppose to meet jen today to grab muh materials but I'm really tied down with a terrible cough and lotssa hw. I didnt even get started last night and headed straight to bed. gawwsh.
time to get started.
Lady fAyth`
2/08/2004 01:12:00 PM
Friday, February 06, 2004
gawwsh. I am finally gonna take a longer bedtime after a sleepless week. zzz. although, there's really alot that I've gotta do in the next 2 days.
things-to-do: in random order
1. HOMEWORK
- e math
- a math
- chinese
- social
- history
- filing
- notes for ct one
2. V.DAY GIFTS
- buy materials
- pray for extra hours to wrap
that's alot to do, considering that I have revision! blah. oh wells, it's better being busy than to sit on the couch and stare into a black box everyday and night.
Lady fAyth`
2/06/2004 08:37:00 PM
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
I wish school would start after recess just for tmr. argh! right. I do not need any sympathy regarding lack of sleep. I'd better shut up. yeah I'm getting really cranky by the minute and muh list of hw doesnt stop piling up! (ah well, it just doesnt seem like I can ever complete all of it in a night.)
I just totally lost the vibe to post abt anything. zzz. I needa get to work before I knock off.
he saw himself as alive, and I saw him DEAD!
Lady fAyth`
2/04/2004 08:40:00 PM
Monday, February 02, 2004
my poor feet! ): I always end up hurting my soles when I go to town. esp with jen. sob! we'll always be fickled-minded. eeew!
1 February, Sunday
I've got no regrets attending the same talk again. I think I could comprehend more from it on this second time; but maybe some sub-contents were changed. I dont know. I'm just glad that I was there with a surprisingly opened heart to digest and realize the differences between "us". moving on has seriously made me wiser and happier. now, I feel like I have a clearer image of what I want. (:
so, I had another sakae with jen last night. it was like whoa! waha too bad, they didnt serve the scallop thingie that we both adored. it was good enough, anw! rawrs I'm craving for more sashimi again! wahaha I really am! blah "sashimi lies over the ocean... sashimi lies over the sea... sashimi lies over the ocean... so bring sashimi to me!" whoops. lame! yeah we couldnt find swensons and we coudnt decide on gelare OR hagen daaz. and so the tedious walk begins from suntec to the esplanade, then back again, and back again! eeouch! you have no idea how painful my feet was. sheesh. and when we finally settled down, I was telling her the qualities of "the guy". wahaha! so dumb. oh OH! HEADLINES: I think I'd wanna celebrate my bdae on a boat. (: it's not cruise duh? it's on of those boats that people can dine on. haha think it's cool? I wanna do that! woohoo!
and here's my true confession. it isnt my first time mistaking that aaron has smth for me. argh! what could be the first thing that comes to your mind when a guy msges a girl, what would she do if he bought her a dianmond ring? out of the blue?! I could have not mistaken if I thought of the rings around him neck. ah well! xl's forever paranoid.
Lady fAyth`
2/02/2004 09:19:00 AM
