Lady fAyth`
3/29/2004 03:01:00 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2004
it felt as though I would be able to overcome any busy schedules once it was over. I was overwhelmed with satisfaction at the finale when we cheered fo ourselves and the teachers. aye it wouldnt be the same without the sec4's! putting up this show had pushed our patience to the outmost limits. obviously, a number of us had shed tears during the course of preperation, but our efforts had paid us well. to my surprise, the audience were very enthusiastic and indeed, supportive. I loved the way I could move around tonight. I didnt have to be in uniform but I was in a polo tee and jeans. I could even walk around the school with muh mobile without getting caught! ha and I saw mrs low's daughter. oh gawwsh she's so adorable! hee. she's like a mini mrs low (and I thought mrs low was petite enough).
most inspirational band: five for fighting
most inspirational songs: something about you, superman (it's not easy), jainy, the last great american
muh gawwsh. they are so good! mann I lurve the moods of the songs they sing! I'm in awwe. it's God's gift to them.
I met up with kat and jess in church after the talent showcase and we were hanging in the church's canteen. haha as ussual, I played mad. lol I got up the portable stairs and pretended to be a star! hehe I had so much fun. it was almost like a dream come true! awwe. maybe it was commical but I had fun singing and pretending to host a concert of my own. momma, we gotta have our gig yah? must, must!
You have an angry soul! Angry Souls arent always
angry, but they cannot easily forgive and hold
grudges. You probably often get in fights with
your friends and family, and its difficult for
you to understand. When someone makes a
mistake, you dont let go easily and hold on to
those memories. Your very stubborn and your
rage is known to everyone. Though you never
actually mean it, you can say mean things in a
fight and go over board. Many people are
sometimes intimidated by your anger. But you
have many redeeming qualities and those are
that you are quite intelligent and smart. You
would make a good businesswoman or lawyer
because you know how to prove your point. You
cherish the ones around you, and appreciate
life, even though you can complain or throw a
tantrum now and then. The good things is, you
keep your emotions very outspoken, and are
normally a very happy person because all your
rage is let on the outside. Anger is simply a
state, but you, yourself as a person, are
great.
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Lady fAyth`
3/28/2004 01:01:00 AM
Saturday, March 27, 2004
kat, rese, marilyn, gwenS, zel, eunice, lynn and I were squeezing onto ONE pathetic bench last night. lol stupidd.
during the reflection, fr asked 3 qns to help us reflect on our sins. everything he said seemed to tele with the voices in me, and I started to cry. it says in one of the stations, that there's no sin greater than His love. I feel so relieved!
okay. well, common test has been postponed to wednesday, instead of having it on monday. actually, it might make a difference. anw, I've gotta go and get started with at least smth now.
cheerios.
Lady fAyth`
3/27/2004 08:47:00 AM
Monday, March 22, 2004
Lady fAyth`
3/22/2004 08:21:00 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2004
Lady fAyth`
3/21/2004 09:05:00 PM
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
what the. gf irritated the shit outta me through the night. he was moaning away with joseph when I was trying to hard to sleep on the concrete ground! sheesh. and ruben was obviously horny. blah.
zel + rese + nads + me were dirty dancing on the stone stools, ha bet ruben had a massive loss of blood through his nose. he did pole and bartop dancing btw. argh OBSCENE! all of that was an overshare.
lynn* aka choir junior aka daughter: dont cry no more. ily. (:
I was so hungry last night and I nagged for food till I fell into sleep. ha yeah and some sweet souls got food for me!
marilyn + sarah-ann + whoever I've missed out: thank you for macs! ha really appreciate it loads.
I'm trying not to strain muh brains too much cos' I've gotta contain energy to last me till 5.30pm.
school.
Lady fAyth`
3/17/2004 08:14:00 AM
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Lady fAyth`
3/16/2004 08:47:00 AM
Saturday, March 13, 2004
believe me. his words has been reciting in muh head since long ago. I still can't agree to it and I dont think I'll ever. maybe I would've, back in muh primary school days. it just doesnt make any sense to me to lay back and see what God has install for me. I know, He gave me 2 brains for a purpose. well, the whole conversation with him has shown how much I've moved on and let changes take it's course. I like the new side of me that I've found, even though I've lost some of muh old self. then again, "I get some, I'll lose some". I'm not made of very good charactoristic but the little charactoristics make me. I dont wanna look back now, thinking that I miss muh old self. I've been there and done that. I have no regrets but there's gotta be more to life than living in the past. I wanna make the people around me proud of me.
I feel like I'll always hafta be there for some people. someday, somehow, I'll get really tired of doing it. I'm a free person and I dont like gettin tied down by the kinda resposibilities I've gotta bear for muh friends. it restricts me alot in doing what I want. maybe it's because I've been brought up to be independant all-round and it's become part of me. maybe that's why I would pull muhself away if someone tries to change muh mindset. I've always believed that the hurdles and trials moulds me into someone new everytime I cross them, I dont want to be sheltered all muh life. let me fall and learn. I have nothing to fear as long I keep muh faith.
Catholism isnt just a religion. it's muh culture.
added.
lately, I've been hearing certain songs that brought me to a place. somewhere that I've nvr seen before but yet soo familiar. it moves muh heart so much and I would be immersed in it for a very long time. it makes me so eager to live independantly somewhere outta here. this place is so stiff and I'm honestly quite tired of the routines I've gotta take. I wanna live life differently now. maybe it isnt all that new to me. but I doubt anyone has seen the kinda life I wanna lead. the sight that I see in muh mind reminds me so much of mama. recently, I had a dream back in the house. so warm and familiar. I remember crying on the same bed I've slept on for years, when mama passed away. I will nvr get over the loss.
Lady fAyth`
3/13/2004 09:23:00 AM
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
now I can sleep in peace, without having to worry about the homework that is waiting to be completed. check out the dark circles! havent been able to concentrate and neither have I been resting soundly. well, last yr, I had the motivation to work through the night although the circles forming around muh eyes were much worse. as of 2004, I have absolutely no idea where had that endurance gone to! xl, pls! you cant afford to get more than 10 points! MUG! I'm sure I've forgotten how real stress feels like when I never seem to do well enough, but it isnt as terrible as stressing out at accumiliated work load. it's seriously alil too much to handle since I laid back just a few days ago. just as I feel like I can fall free onto muh bed, I gotta tryda stay awake because I've got so many things to get done with!
schedule for march hols
monday: choir at 10am
wednesday: workshop at 9am to 12nn
history lesson at 12.30pm to 2pm
physics lesson at 4pm to 5.30pm
thursday: a*math lesson at 1.30pm to 4pm
friday: rehearsals at 12nn to 6.30pm
they might as well make us return to school as per normal school days?
Lady fAyth`
3/10/2004 08:09:00 PM
Sunday, March 07, 2004
aye! mandyvell, jen and sui ying are such honey pumpkins! (: they gave me a belated-birthday surprise! what sugar. it was sarah mclachlan's "afterglow"! hee. I'm so grateful and I appreciated it loads! they made muh day. the upcoming bday girl is maine, and we're gonna celebrate it for her at sakae. (: still cant decide the top I'm gonna wear. ah well, I've still got 10 days to think abt it.
just the other day, mandy, jen and I ran in the pouring rain. lol on the second step I took, I was already soaked. we couldnt see nth when we were crossing! oh blah. drip. drip. drip. everything was drenched. I hate rainy days. I'd rather walk under scorching sun actually. I've always appreciated the sun more than the rain anw.
gawwsh the past week has been extremely long and tiring. there was nvr a day that I could complete muh hw and turn in early! I dont even have the time to spend on checking muh mails. there was sss everyday, right after school and on monday, wednesday and friday, I had to stay back afterwards for rehearsals. miss busy aye? sss has to stop soon. I'm not profitting from any of it's sessions, honestly. why, do they think that I have the time to go through the qns all over again after a long day? bang! someone has to assassinate das. TMR! the only day that they'll let us return early, are tuesdays. well, apparently I have tuition. being so involved in school and caught up with the stress, I'm in deep trouble for bio. nobody has any idea how bad it is. ooh yeah babeh. I better start busting muh butt for the best grades in O levels today.
earlier today, I was on muh way to church and I met mervyn da suave guy. wahaha! yeah chatted alil. and somehow, he knew that I am no longer in YIG. ooh. yeah and he totally agreed that the most impt thing is to stay happy. (: rawk on! wahaha one thing to add, he sounded like kor francis. yeah he reminded me of him, at least. (:
now I've gotta go and bust muh butt. cheerios!
Lady fAyth`
3/07/2004 05:24:00 PM
