Lady fAyth`
4/24/2004 09:19:00 PM
Thursday, April 22, 2004
mood swings
was definitely agitated when I heard abt what --- wrote! gawwsh. now, I have no idea why. somehow, I just couldnt show them how much I was hurt deep down. 3 of them were cheering me on together with my darlings when I was left with my last chance to leap. sigh. honestly, I was really moved by all who were present. there are 2 possibilities that made my tears fall: 1) support from all my friends 2) STRESS! (cos panger was there) gawwsh. I tell you, I perform worse under pressure.
cheer competition
threefaith... threefaith! *stomp stomp*
although the performance we planned was kinda screwed up, we won! yayy! I had absolutely no idea what went on when they announced the winners. I get the feeling that we just ran up the stage to do our encore (without being asked to). hehe.
the cheer
rock your body
shock your mind
again and again
one more time
we are the best as you can see
we the girls from sjc!
okay, my honest thought is this: I only feel patriotic for threefaith but NOT the school. lancelotters are ANTI-sjc. rmbr?
Lady fAyth`
4/22/2004 07:08:00 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2004
salt was like repeating cathechism class for me cos apparently, brother Damien who shared a session with us, was my cathechist for the morning. I know myself better than talking to my friends, than listening to him when he's speaking but I just cant keep focused. aye boring!
someone wrote to the church, complaining abt the youths' behaviour at mass. dear. it's a'ight though. we all learn from our mistakes! I realized that even though I've been over that phase, I still grow with the group.
after salt, I signed up to do pnw. (like what's new?) anyhow, I came to a quick decision on this one because, earlier on, I was told off by auntie jenny and ann that marilyn, lynn and I hafta choose our main ministry. in other words, choose between salt and the choir. well, I sense bad blood brewing between the ministries.
Lady fAyth`
4/18/2004 08:17:00 PM
Saturday, April 17, 2004
BLUE HOUSE RAWKS!
"V-V-V-I-C
C-C-C-T-O
O-O-O-R-Y
V-I-C-T-O-R-Y
VICTORY VICTORY THAT'S OUR CRY!
had a taste of SNGS food again. watched the fantabulous cheerleading. met mrs fernando. met jess. met ede.
met XIAO ZHANG!
watching the sports meet, sighting the school and meeting friends and teachers had brought me back to primary school days. I miss everything in st nix. if I could, I would turn back time and mug so hard for PSLE. this will be my only and greatest regret of my life. I hate sjc! my life is screwed up.
shen ni ge la wo de jia
jie mei tong xin ru yi jia
xue ye jing bu yang yang jia
de (x4 claps)
chun (x4 claps)
ti (x4 claps)
qun (x4 claps)
mei (x4 claps)
yang yang ding gua gua!
shen ni ge la yong yuen shi wo de di er jia.
jess and I were talking at the lower concourse and we met sister deadre (spell check). I had no idea who she was until she told us that she's the supervisor of the IJ schools! haha. anw, we showed her the way to the spectators stand and on our way, we met XIAO ZHANG!
she's made my stay in SNGS so memoriable. she's the best principal I will ever have.
Lady fAyth`
4/17/2004 11:33:00 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2004
gawwsh!wo zhen de shi da kai yan jie. madonna has the largest collection of koala toys I've ever seen! there were more than 120 of them when we counted (according to jess, there were more than 130). screams! what's truly amazing is, she has actually named every single one and she can identify them! haha the celebs saw famous lia. gawwsh. she's got a missing nose and eye. yuck. all of her koalas are in koala school btw. she can rmbr each one of their grades! dear madonna. the celebs could die laughing!
Lady fAyth`
4/11/2004 09:14:00 PM
Saturday, April 10, 2004
Friday, April 9, 2004
it was Good Friday, and everybody did a very good job in the Passion Play. Congrats! I've heard that it moved a few ppl in the congregation (check spelling) to tears. "Jesus" put up a fantastic act! gawwsh. afterwards, gabe, kat, gwen, jasper, jess and myself went to dinner at delifrance. hehe. it was so funny when jess and I were pretending to be celebs by waving to the ppl travelling on the escalators. and that wasnt it! jess and I were giving gwen a chinese lesson and jess was forming her own chinese terms? eg. "tie se" (silver) and "ba la mi" (pyramid) - children, do not try to memorise these terms. lol then I was teaching them their celeb-name in mandarine. oh yeah. this "chinese-pro" here called beyonce - "bu yao si". wahaha utter madness. not to forget, we were trying to create a commercial for delifrance. gwen scooped her soup and sniffed. blah.
jess and I were talking abt our primary school days in SNG and we couldnt help breaking into heeps of laughter. gawwsh. we had so much to ramble on about. at the cold storage, both of us were talking to the board-cartoon! haha I tried to make the board stand but it couldnt so I said to it, "stop leaning against the wall!" haha then I said again, "wipe that grin off your face!" hehe. abit spastic only. now, out of all the things we spoke abt SNG, the one story that left a great impact on me was the lai yuan of ballerinas on the walls in the gym. gawwsh. I dont wanna think abt it at all.
kat, gabe, brinston, jess, gwen and myself watched "the Passion of the Christ" at kat's. gawwsh. jess, gwen and myself cried so much. I started to cry at the scene when Mary had a flashback on the last time she saw Jesus fall as a child and she had ran to His rescue! sigh. and when they nailed Him on the cross, 3 of us shut our eyes and cried. I really felt bad abt wetting Brinston's pillow with my tears.
once again, genn gave her sleeping partner a hellish night. what's new? lol at least I didnt climb on jess, like I did on nessa! haha justt refer to the tagboard for jess's comment. hehe I should have kicked her off the bed! blah. well, now she knows something for abt me!
Friday, 10 April, 2004
Godspell wasnt as I expected it to be. nonetheless, I thought Auntie Bridget was great. (: she's got a powerful voice!
Aggie just wont stop teasing me.
Johnboy! I'm gonna miss you badly. do NOT renew your contract.
Lady fAyth`
4/10/2004 11:53:00 PM
Friday, April 09, 2004
Maundy Thursday: Jesus Invites Us to the Upper Room
I have never felt so solemn during this point of the year in the Catholic calender.
never had I shed gallons of tears for sinning against Jesus.
s.a.l.t started at 10pm last evening. we were all put near a candle, and reflected. it has been the most fruitful lent I've ever spent thus far. I found answers to questions that I had been searching for, for a very long time; and the courage to forgive. the session was really powerful and reflective for many of us. our conflicts within the grp had all been laid down with the simple gesture of washing our enemy's feet. sweet aye? at the sight of kat and nig washing each other's feets brought tears to jess's and my eyes. gawwsh. PTL! the same goes to eunice and lynn. (: kinda regretted not washing jasper's feet though. I felt guilt swimming in my stomach. nonetheless, I gave him a hug and wished him peace.
I bear no grudges against anyone. (at least, I'm trying.)
Lady fAyth`
4/09/2004 01:29:00 AM
Monday, April 05, 2004
I totally screwed up ct2 and I've only got myself to blame. oh well, this will be my key motivation to mug for mids. (:
aiyaiyai! I presume a very great weekend because the celebraties will meet from thursday to sunday! haha they're my spices of life. that includes everyone else in s.a.l.t (even those who have alrdy left a terrible impression in my skull). nonetheless, they've all indirectly played a part in mending my broken heart aye? I still love them anw.
going back in time, I cant believe that I had been living in such a sheltered life. well, of cos I had the benefits but good things come with the bad. there are a number of people (you know who you are), who were constantly being there for me, protecting me from the worst situations. naming from the littlest relationship hurdles I faced to my general safety. somehow or other, these responsibilities have become a barrier in our ties. sometimes I felt like I was bound to fight against what my heart wants to say because I respected all of their advices and I didnt want to hurt them in any way. now that so much has alrdy taken place, some of our friendships have stalled. it wouldnt be fair if I made myself pretend that I still had the same old impression of them that they once were. I'm no hypocrate. now, I'm gleeful that some of our friendships/cousinship had made it through the test. I've come to realize that I've alrdy locked ya'll in my heart and thrown away the key! (:
I'm so blessed with Angels all my life.
Lady fAyth`
4/05/2004 09:20:00 PM
Sunday, April 04, 2004
love me? love me not.
was there a kiss? I really wonder.
I'm choked up with my thoughts. it's enough to worry for the bio, phy and amath tests tmr. the one last thing I wanna be bogged down with, is -----. gawwsh. I feel silly (as usual).
well, fortunately, kah tri nah was at my rescue! haha she covered enzymes wth me. yay. so kind aye? (:
beyonce said smth that got me thinking btw. ooh. nice. I hope I wont get another of my queer dreams again.
now, I've got plenty to do.
Lady fAyth`
4/04/2004 08:34:00 PM
